The wind

Mike's Life, Part 2.

I've just entered the second part of my adult development. It's amazing! I've been floating for a bit, but it's hit me right here and now that I've entered the second part. The first part was focused on the element "water". It's been a common theme since my trip to edmonton for new years last year, and It just ended. I found out who drew that painting, I've understood music to an unfathomable level, I've fixed things, broken things, mended things, healed things. The second part is all about air, and I'm going to try to develop my faith along with this. Water being code for grace, air being code for the holy spirit. And connectiveness. I wish I could have a bit more time to really suck in what i've learned, But i gotta move on. Keep focused on the new. I'd just like to thank everyone who's helped. Here's one thing that heralded in the future.

Dear Michael,
It's nine days after your birthday, and you're 22.
Finally you can relate to that millencolin song!
I wish you the best,
You're spending September sober,
Remember how that feels when you go out drinking...or something for your birthday.
If all went well you had a joint birthday with Matthew Hoddinott.
If you still haven't talked to Helga, You should.
Remember that you can do anything. 

Love, Yourself. 

(props to Jeans)

Instead of hibernating this winter, I plan on bundling up and confronting the entire world and it's dismal attitude. Oh and look how God provides. I finally fess up to God that I need help financially for this vancouver trip, He tells me that I can do it. The people out there that don't believe in a God or Intelligent design probably don't see how I could put those together, but if we go out for some coffee I promise to do my best to explain. I haven't seen shayne in like...6 years...and I see him yesterday? What a crazy soul. I still remember sitting under a tree in high school thinking about DARING to pursue Niki and listening to shayne talk about how normal people hate when fat people dance. How beautiful and true! I always fucking think about that when i see a fat person dance. Jesus. Also, I think this is my return to blogging.

Ps, to the Unbelievers mentioned above. Does it sound completely crazy that my entire life can be summed up to this exact point? Everything that has happened can be linked to right now and how i am. Simply being banned from 4chan has affected my life. And when I look at this trail of destruction that I've left behind me I realize that Jesus has been on a bulldozer in front of me. Breaking down walls, and destroying what needs to be destroyed. I thought it was me, I thought I could rule this much, but i was just playing with what was left on the side of the highway under a strong desert sun. I'd hate to sound like myself 5 years ago, but how does it feel doing God's will? I'm not saying that it's your fault, or that I believe you are angles, or christains in disquise, I'm just sayng that you've brought me closer to God and I thank you.

Love, Yourself.

PPSS- hopefully I can get better at spelling this year